So I've been thinking a lot lately, just a combination of thoughts. Working on my etsy shop has definitely been a steady thought as well as action. Been adding a lot to it, and there's even a pretty neat surprise coming up for it as well!
Also been thinking about life in general. Not to suddenly get oh so philosophical but with my dear friend's recent passing I can't help it! I want to start moving in a way that is not just living with the idea of waiting for tomorrow, next week, next month... I want to be ready to embrace it.
I know I haven't been on lately, but I promise, I have good reason. You know how there is that friend of yours who you are close to? The one you meet up with for sushi and then window shop to plan how you're going to decorate your future homes once you've finished your degrees? The one who you call and talk to about love and broken hearts, or the lack of either? She lights up the room with her smile and when she cracks a joke with her dry humor, you can can't help but laugh endlessly. She doesn't know how beautiful she really is or how much she is loved. We spent a decade as friends, dear friends... and it's over. She's gone. She passed away just recently, and I'm spending time with friends & family, and grieving. I'm throwing myself into working hard and doing a lot, but in the meantime she stays prevalent in my thoughts.
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So many things were left unsaid It's hard to let you go...
You were gone too soon Oh I miss you now I wish you could see Just how much your memory Will always mean to me In a blink of an eye I never got to say goodbye
